Leland Kermesse

Mark that one up as the toughest course I've done to date.

75 Miles long, half the course on gravel, and some serious wind...add being dropped with half the pack 4 miles into the race and you've got yourself one hell of a day.

Race started - I was near the back and forgot to think about wind direction. We made a gingerly right hand turn and instantly felt that I was shielding every guy to my left from the wind and using way too much energy in the first mile. I sneakily tried to move to my left and let someone in on my right to shield me, but no one decided to come through. At about that moment the pace ramped up. It wasn't terribly devastating except for the fact that the riders in front of me started to single file themselves, and then gap themselves. At that moment I tried to go around a few only to find myself diving deep into the red riding straight into a crushing crosswind/headwind. The gap kept growing...

Houston, we have a problem.

At this point I have a few options, and none of them are very attractive. 1) Sprint up to the pack in front of me, pray that it slows down a touch, and hopefully recover - but realize that you likely will burn all of your matches with this one move 2) Keep at a constant pace and hope to regroup with a few others and pace your way back or 3) Sit up and quit. #3 seemed the most logical at the time, but I opted for #2 being too mentally weak to go for #1.

After riding alone for a minute or so, a group formed and started to pace itself back up, but the gap was only slowly diminishing. Every second in that paceline I was having a Strong Man - Weak Man debate with myself. One side saying "those guys up there are stronger than you AND currently working less than you, if you catch them, you're still screwed" and the other saying "keep going, if you catch them you'll have to do less work AND you'll go faster".


I never caught them. The gap diminished, but I broke down just before a guy or two from that line was able to catch on. At that point I would like to think that I pressed on with the next 65 miles solely on will power and determination, but I think in reality I just didn't know how to get back to the car or where the start/finish line on the course was as it wasn't marked well, so I just kept riding.

I caught and passed some riders; some caught and passed me. But I entered a cycling mind-numb like never before. 70 of 75 miles essentially by yourself gets pretty lonely.

*Turn, look at some fields, ouch a headwind, look a big farm machine, pedal, pedal, pedal...pedal, pedal, is that the next turn up there on the horizon?, nope, pedal, pedal...pedal, pedal, there it is, turn, "ooo gravel", stay on the right side of it - got it, pedal, pedal...I see someone in the distance, I might be able to catch them in the next few miles...maybe not...pedal, pedal...lets act like the finish is 10 miles away and count down...10 miles away....9 miles away...8.5 miles away...8.25 miles away...8.1 miles away...*

Maybe one of the things keeping me going was that I was sure Tim was still riding in the 4's race that started right after mine, so I figured, I might as well keep going for at least another hour or two and get a good workout in instead of waiting around. But maybe it was just because I literally couldn't quit. I just kept pedaling. I had merely one decision point: (when I realized where the turn off was for the start finish/line was) make a right or make a left. Go on or quit.

I just kept making rights.

And passed everyone who made lefts.

I finished the race. That final left hand turn was just about as gratifying of a moment as I've had cycling in road races. I crossed the line and made sure the judges new that #12 had crossed.

I finished 25th of about 60 in the 1/2/3 field, Lanterne Rouge position. Last of those who finished. A fighters position.

Excellent race and I definitely got better, but it really put in doubt my ability to finish the Joe Martin Stage Race in 3 weeks. I'll make a decision sometime next week.

Until next time Leland...

Laketrail TT #1

It’s finally nice again in Chicago. Warm weather, sunny skies, and lake paths filled with people, bikes, and roller blades. It makes going outside so much easier.

Anyways, hit up a Laketrail TT this morning with Tim Daugherty. This wasn’t as pure of a TT as last year as I had the help of Tim pulling every now and then. Got a good hard effort in, clocked at 43:15, 2 seconds off my best time last year, which sounds like I’m just about where I was hoping to be at this time. I didn’t feel great or really even good at any point until the last 5 minutes of the ride, so I’m thinking next weeks time should absolutely dip below the 43 minute mark and probably even lower.

Tim, Kuikman, and I also suited up with radios on an evening ride last night. Felt very P-R-O. They should work very well on the Chicago-Bloomington ride (which we’re still trying to figure out the official name of). I also threw new tires on the machine, rode in my new kit, and actually configured a cyclometer that works on my bike (cateye > polar). Now its just a matter of getting rid of those leg hairs that are oh so cumbersome to cyclists and I’ll actually feel like a real rider again.

Anyways, some more hard efforts Thursday, Friday, and Saturday and then a few days off as I’m starting a ‘crash cycle’ per Joe Friel’s book ‘The Cyclist Training Bible’, basically in an effort to prepare myself in the event I do go down to the Joe Martin Stage Race in early May. The training is pretty much go super hard for two weeks straight and then recover for a week. Repeat the process and you should see some decent gains in performance.
Anyways, looking forward to being active outside this week! So nice out.

Kenosha Velosport Criterium

I was bored today, so I decided to race.

Kenosha's only about an hour north of Chicago and traffic was pretty light so getting their and back was no big deal. The bigger deal was that I had worked absolutely zero intensity workouts in up to this point. Its been two months of base mileage and riding as much as I can without ever going into the red. Also, this was my first race back since the Elk Grove crash, so I guess if there were any skeletons left in the closet, I'd shake them out today as I rode the exact same bike setup and wore the exact same outfit (still with blood stains on it) as I did back on that rainy August afternoon.

Anyways, I remembered racing being harder. I don't think I ever hit the red zone save for the sprint, and I was rarely ever even uncomfortable. I sat in the whole race as I was the only xXx guy in the race and there were several other more full teams intact, so pulling just never really made sense. Several breaks went off and I was waiting for one with the right composition to go before I bridged (one with someone from each of the major teams represented). Quickly, every break was reeled back in. However, one guy got off the front and it seemed like all the other teams just quit trying to pull him back. His lead kept stretching and stretching out and before you knew it, he was gone. Just one of those helpless feelings, but again, this was really just a workout for me not an attempt to win.

The last lap came, I swooped up near the front, passed 5 or so guys at the line and placed 7th. Best finish I suppose I've ever had in a P/1/2 race. Pretty happy with it considering I hadn't really put in any effort-based rides in this year. Maybe I'm just better without training (see results early last year).

I felt good today, but then again, I've felt great all Spring. I don't think I've ever been as good as I am right now in mid-March and thats saying something as I used to peak around now for Little 500 preparations. Maybe its me being fresh, maybe I'm just way better after having a full Chicago racing season under my belt. Probably the latter.

This season's going to be a little different being as that I want to be healthy and alive for my Wedding and Honeymoon in July and August. That means no road racing those months. I'm going to focus on track all year and focus on a few road races this Spring. in addition I'm going to do some touring rides. In June I'm eyeing the TOMRV ride with a group of friends as well as a Chicago-Bloomington one day ride with Tim Daugherty and Matt Kuikman (235.4 miles). In addition we're piece-mealing a group of guys together to participate in the Indana Coast 2 Coast 2 day tag-team stage race on August 1st which should be a blast. So a lot of safe riding on the schedule.

Anyways, here's my full tentative cycling schedule for the year (always over-ambitious). Again, less racing, more touring. Also, there will be track racing every Thursday or Friday.

3/21 Kenosha Velosport Criterium
4/17 Leland-Kermesse?
4/24 Little 500 Alumni Race (that's right)
5/6-5/9 Joe Martin Stage Race
5/15 Larue-Denzer Larue? or Monsters of the Midway?
6/6 Spring Prairie Road Race?
6/12-6/13 TOMRV
6/26 Chicago-Bloomington 2010
7/31-8/1 Indiana Coast 2 Coast Stage Race